It seems like a lifetime, or at least a main era - -the kind of peak that never comes again. Being in love with Ebon was a very special time and special thing to be a part of. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive and in love with such a unique individual in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant.